lookin' for lalala

GYM+English Lesson

2010-04-25T07:03:00.003+09:00

I went to a gym to look around with my friend from Germany.
She wants to work out during her stay in Japan.
She can speak Japanese very fluently.
So maybe she could go there by herself but I'm little bit worry about the contract.
But it was no problem.
She likes the gym because it has body combat studio lessons.
It looks so hard but she said it is so fun.
During the the tour of the gym I wants to start to go to the gym.
But I'm gonna go to London.

After that I went to a Korean restaurant and had a English conversation.
We talked about our job, marriage and she taught me how to act in foreign country.
Japanese are polite but we need to be confident and when we refuse something we don't need smile.
And her parents in Germany know a old couple in Cambridge, they will help me when I have a trouble in London.
Her parents asked to old couple.
They are good friends for a long time.
I appreciated for that.
I have any acquaintances in London, so I'm happy to hear that.

I got a certification!!

2010-04-19T21:23:00.005+09:00

Today I had a test for MCAS.
This is Microsoft Ceritified Application Specialist test.
I passed it^^.
My certification was for Power Point.
This is my third certification.
These are EXCEL, ACCESS, and POWER POINT.
I wanna use these when I'll go about getting a job.

I achieved an emotional closure of sorts and prepare for leaving Japan.
I'm going to go to London to find "lalala".
But I got one of "lalala".
It is that I am free now.
I left of absense from my job.
It's one of "lalala".
Of course I know it's only now.
There will be a lot of difficulties in London.
But I manage to find my "lalala".

Unbelievavle!

2008-12-24T23:11:00.000+09:00

It thought this blog had closed.
I had started to live by my self since last year
and I couldn't use internet at my place.
Therefore I left this blog as it was.

Yesterday, I bought b-mobile.
I became to be able to use internet at my place.

I will itroduce my life at this blog.
I enjoy to live by myself.
But I think to go back to home because I will quit job.
While I stay here, I want to hand down my life.

Birthday

2007-07-20T23:25:00.000+09:00

Today is my mother's birthday.
My sister came home late, so we didn't have a party.
Every year I buy some cakes but I didn't do today.
Because I went to a book shop and when I pass the cake shop, it had already closed.
I'll buy some cakes tomorrow.

lalala knitting

2007-07-19T21:17:00.000+09:00

Yesterday I began to knit a scrubber.
I've never learned how to knit.
I follow the instruction and knit.
There are a lot of book about cute scrubber.
If I could made good one, I buy a book and knit very cute one.
I'm looking forward to using it in my single life.

Wakayama

2007-07-18T23:55:00.000+09:00

We plan to go to Wakayama.
I've been there when I was an elementally school student.
This year, I traveled Nara and Korea and I'll travel Wakayama.
In September I'm gonna take a day trip to Hiroshima and Osaka.
I plan to start living on my own.
I always short of money.
But I'm looking forward to visiting Kumano Kodo.

After the theree days off

2007-07-18T00:43:00.000+09:00

Today was the first day after the three days off.
I had expected that it would be a busy day.
It's true that it was busy day, but I was not so busy.
Recently, I rarely feel that I'm too busy to finish all works by 7 0'clock.
A day passes without working to death.
I'm getting not to pull hard.
I have worked for more than five years.
It getting spoil me that breaking in my job, position as sub manager and so on.

lalala living alone

2007-07-16T13:48:00.000+09:00

I had wanted to study abroad.
Recently I don't think about it.
I want to live alone.
I don't think to quit job.
If I quit job now, I cannot live alone.
Now I live with my family, but I'm gonna live alone before the end of summer.

Sleepy...

2007-01-06T23:19:00.000+09:00

I bought a suit case at a shopping mall today.
I have to prepare the travel to New Zealand in a hurry.
Recentry I feel that I always waste time.
Thinking of it I irritete every moment.
I have to study,I have to prepare for the travel.
I have to clean my room...
But I always sleepy.
Am I sick of sleeping?

Visiting the shrine

2007-01-04T02:27:00.000+09:00

Today I went to see a movie.
I watched "Copying Beethoven".
I had lessons of piano for more than ten years since I was three years old.
I couldn't become a good player but I familiar to his music.
The play of Ninth Symphony was overwhelming.
The episode that he couldn't listen to the huge roar of applause of the audience
and a player turn around him was what I read in biography when I was a child.
Therefore I impressed with the performance.
But I feel little bit strange with the movie.
The performance wasn't the climax of the movie.
Anyway it was good.

After that I visit shrine with my friends.
Last year we went the the most crowded shrine.
Therefore we went to other shrine...
After all it was temple.
I consulted an oracle, it told me not to run around in emotional circle,
even if you'd like to do a lot of thing.
Maybe it's true.
I've never had a lot of things what I want to do like this year.
I fail to remember the oracle.

2007 has staeted!

2007-01-02T23:22:00.000+09:00

The year 2006 was not so good, but not so bad.
It was usual year.
I didn't travel abroad but I decide to go to New Zealand.
(The plan to go to Britain was canceled)
I couldn't quit job, but my job was not so hard.
I didn't work overtime but I have to care sales figures.
I haven't care the sales target for now, but my boss told us about it everyday.
It was tired and boring.
The end of last year, my friend studying in Australia came back to Japan
and said to me, "If you want to study abroad, you have to go.
You don't have to worry anything but after the life after you go back to Japan."
She must have reached to Australia again.
I have to study hard and prepare the travel.
Today I try to make case for glasses as a souvenir to New Zealand.
But it was very difficult and it didn't complete.
I want to finish tomorrow.
But I have to study during the holiday.
I want to read "The Da Vinci Code".
I have a lot of things what I want to do.
I want to go to cooking school, and take English conversation class.
Travel to Korea and Hong Kong is the promise withe my friend last year.
This year will be busy one.

Weekend

2006-11-26T20:59:00.000+09:00

I don't like vacant weekend.
I actually like staying home with reading books, watching DVD, sleep with my dog,
studying English and so on.
But recently I don't like vacant weekend.
Only my father and I take days off weekend.
My father rarely go out before evening on weekend.
The reason why I don't like weekend is only because of lunch.
I don't like cooking.
My father wants me to cook lunch for him.
Sometimes I cook for him, but he always complains.
Always.
Some while ago, my sister often cooked lunch on weekend because she didn't work.
But now she has job and works on weekend.
After I began to say that I want to live alone and I bought a cooking book,
he keeps hammering away.
Of course I know he is not wrong.
I may be wrong.
But I don't want to feed for him what I cook.
But I have to cook all menu of the cooking book before start to live alone.
I have to resign myself to cook.
Firstly I start to cook when he works the night.
If I cook something, I'll post the picture.

lalala New Single

2006-11-22T00:05:00.000+09:00

In fact, I didn't want to write about any topic about Japanese proper noun.
But I write about "Mr. Children", Japanese musician.
They are one of the top musician in Japanese music scene.
I've been a fan for more than ten years.
They are top musician but never afraid to change and have their own style.
I like the lyrics.
It doesn't push my back but the words tell me that I have something special,
I can do anything.
I remember the word "Could be anything"
It's not lyric. It may not be the vocalist's word.
I've seen the word in a magazine. Is it the word from editor or someone else.
But I can't forget the word.
I'm just a office worker but I can be anything.
I don't satisfied with natty-gritty but I never stop to believe.
I can be something.
I don't know what something is.
So I'm loosen' for lalala.
Anyway they'll release next single in January.
It will be limited CD.
I have to buy it.

Delay

2006-11-20T21:32:00.000+09:00

I was tardy for meeting.
Our section has a meeting every Monday, Wednesday and Friday morning.
My company starts at 9:00.
The chief meeting starts at 8:15.
Before that at 8:00 other meeting starts by executive.
We clean the office from 8:30 and plenary session starts at 8:45.
In our company we have meeting everywhere before 9:00.
It's count out of the salary.
Of course I examine my conscience but it's little bit strange.
Our company like meeting so much but we are not good at informing, communicating
and consultation.
It's strange... terrible company.
Anyway I have to take care not to delay for the meeting.
This morning there was a car accident near my company.
But recently I'm gradually late to go out, I have to go our earlier though it's becoming colder.

lalala "The devil wears Prada"

2006-11-19T21:54:00.000+09:00

Yesterday I went to see a movie, "The devil wears Prada".
In July, a new cinecom was opened closer to my house than other cinecom.
This is the first time I watch the movie at the new cinecon.
After the new conjoin was opened I use other cinecom
because it is far from my house but I can shop too.
New cinecom doesn't have enough shop.
Anyway, the movie was very good.
I think about my job.
In the movie Nigel said, "You are not trying. You are whining."
Did he said to me?
Recently I always complaining new group system of my job.
I regret it for the moment though actually I don't like new group competition system.
I don't want to go to the office tomorrow too.
Busy season is better than now.

lalala Okinawa!

2006-11-09T01:13:00.000+09:00

I've been to Okinawa last weekend.
There was a beautiful sea and beaches.
We didn't have enough time to see all over Okinawa. But we had a great fun time.
Someday I want to see other small island.

Short time no see

2006-11-08T00:09:00.000+09:00

I'm back from Okinawa on Sunday.
After I came back from Okinawa, I go out other friend.
I was deadly tired.
Yesterday was so busy and tired that I couldn't write blog.
I'm planning to go Tokyo this weekend.
But I didn't book plane ticket and hotel.
Can I go there?
But I have to go.
I'll write about my trip to Okinawa tomorrow.

New glasses

2006-11-02T00:24:00.000+09:00

My eyes are getting better but doctor doesn't allow to use contact lends.
Eye sight has finished shifting so I bought new glasses.
Last week I and ex-coworker selected new glasses and I picked it up today.
After a lot of hair pulling out I choose it but it looks strange
when I wear it.
But my sister likes it unusual.
She is always complain whatever I select for example clothes, suit case and so on.
But I'm not accustomed the glasses.
I'll get over it.

The sale ends

2006-10-31T22:35:00.000+09:00

Our company has a sale from last month until today.
I input more than 150 orders.
It was busy busy busy day.
It will be busy tomorrow too but easier than today.
I remember the busiest day, 31st. March last year.
On the day I took 134 phone calls.
I was busy to death.
In those days I took phone to stop the sound of phone call.
It made my ears and head mad.
Today I took only 65 calls, it's half of that day.
I wish internet order system spread and phone and fax order will die out.

lalala my friends

2006-10-30T23:34:00.000+09:00

I have three friends from way back.
I know two of them since we are in kindergarten.
The other is transferee at the third-grade.

One still lives in the same town with me.
She went to same junior high school, high school and university.
I and she have gone to same school for 17 years!
She likes movie very much.
After a friend went to Australia, I go out with her sometimes.

Other one lives in other prefecture close to my prefecture.
She is a photographer and works as a manager of a studio.
My birthday is three days different from her birthday.
We are same blood type and sign of the zodiac but we're very different.
I have known her from 4-years old.
She looks for her profession and prepare for going to career college.
She supposed to like challenging.
After graduated high school, she had studied in Australia.

The other friend is in Australia.
She worked at a big company
but decided to go there and quit job without apparent difficulty.
She had hard time to quit job because of training the younger employees
so that she can take over her position.
But now she seems to enjoy the life in Australia.

Today I looked at her blog, 2 comments cheer her up.
She still didn't update the blog.
Our party of good friends live in different place and spend different time,
but we are good friends.
I feel happily and I wrote comment.

If that helps, they don't know my blog.
The day will come to start living alone, I make known about this.

Sleeping beauty?

2006-10-29T20:32:00.000+09:00

Last night I came back home at 1 o'clock midnight.
I took bath and read magazine, and I went to bed at 3.
Therefore I sleep after I ate breakfast.
Furthermore while I prepare the travel goods and make phone call
Milky(my dog) calls me from downstairs.
It doesn't like spending time alone when someone is at home.
I can't do nothing at downstairs so I sleep with Milky.
When I woke up, it's 5 o'clock.
I didn't schedule to prepare the travel, but I just slept.
From now on I prepare the travel and study a little.
Tomorrow and the day after tomorrow will be a very busy day,
I must sleep early.

lalala futsal

2006-10-29T09:19:00.000+09:00

I went to see futsal.
My company has futsal team and we practice once a month.
I don't play futsal.
But my ex-coworker likes to play futsal so I go to see it each time.
As always, it's pain until get there, but it starts I can enjoy.
Some coworkers who worked together few years ago work at different office now.
I can talk with there guys on the futsal practice day.
Someday we will be able to compete in any league.
Of course, I'm just looking.

London

2006-10-28T01:24:00.000+09:00

I decided to go to England in February.
Firstly, I have started to plan to meet my friend in Perth.
A few weeks ago, she suddenly said that she may move to Brisbane.
Therefore I thought to change the plan.
Because it's not determined so she may stay in Perth.
I wanted to study and take lessons but it's difficult to find appropriate lesson only in a week.
Additionally I've been to Australia twice, I want to go to other country.
I can study English in the morning in the school,
and take lesson in the afternoon.
Students can select the lesson and I'll choose "London".
In the lesson students study about London, plan to go to London,
and go to London in practice.
I'm looking forward to going to the school.
I have to study hard to enjoy the days in England.

His "lalala"

2006-10-26T21:28:00.000+09:00

"He" is my coworker's son who works in Tokyo.
He dreams to be a comic artist.
I heard that one day he suddenly open his eyes to the dream.
My coworker is proud of that he get in touch with what he has a passion for.
She cheers him happily.
Some time ago, someone sang that my dream was to find a dream.
It was my favorite song.
I'm lookin' for lalala.
In a similar manner, I'm lookin' for my dream, how to live by myself.
It's very difficult, but I still lookin' for something.

Life is...

2006-10-25T23:23:00.000+09:00

My life is made up of succession of ordinary daily life.
Everyday is boring.
I run over the same thing everyday.
The period of that I say "I want to quit" 100 times in a day passed over.
After the period there comes boring time.
It means there's nothing to write today, too.
It may be that I get rid of thing that I cannot write because of
my lack of English ability.
Of course, I write this blog make up for it.

lalala 5

2006-10-25T00:31:00.000+09:00

This is "lalala" what I lookin' for.
It's mere trivia but warm and fuzzy.
Today, our customer placed an order by phone.
The cusutomer said that this is good one and
our patients pleased with using it.
The customer is kind of therapist.
Our company sells products clinic and therapist.
Generally a lot of doctor or therapist are difficult cases.
Therefore they make a complaint but rarely praise products.
I notice the camapign that you can get more discount if you buy over 10 products,
he added the order.

Essentially I just receive the phone.
I don't develop products or deliver them.
I just link our products and user.
Anyone can do this job.
It's fiddle job just busy.
I always say "I want quit by next summer, my birthday"
from the day I enter the company.
But before that I want to nitice the voice of rejice to the development debision,
and help the power of developing new products.

While I writing little thing changes to bloviation.
But I pleasured with listening to it.
I have to announce at morning meeting.

Refresh Holidays

2006-10-23T22:57:00.000+09:00

Nothing to write....

So I write about refresh holidays.
Next February I'm going to go abroad using refresh holidays.
This year my company introduced it as an institution.
Last year I went to Canada in Golden Week and some paid holiday.
It' s the first case for my small company except for honeymoon.
Paid holidays were used only for sickness, condolence.
Little thought is given to go abroad on a paid holiday
I set a precedent.
Not actually, I didn't want to take holidays, I wanted to quit job.
On the next refresh holidays, I demand three-weeks-off.
But it rejected.
There is no solution to go abroad for long time other than to quit job.
But some company staff member take longer holidays
because of not involving refresh holiday, or condolence.
It's terrible company.
Anyway I take one day longer holiday than other company staff.
I'll enjoy the holidays.

lalala 4

2006-10-22T21:03:00.000+09:00

Today I went to shop to the city.
I bought a next year's calendar.
I like planning something.
Yesterday I talked with my friend to travel twice at least
before other friend who study abroad.
One trip is short and close to our prefecture but luxurious hotel or plan.
The other is Hong-Kong that we planned to go as graduation trip
but canceled after all for many reasons.
Now I planning trip to Okinawa, study abroad (for a week) ,
and schedule studying English.
Moreover, the two trip, and travel to trip in July and to live alone,
but these will be a few months away.
Like schedule to study sometimes ends in being a three-day wonder
but while planning I'm always excited.
The calendar want to be full of schedule.

World Trade Center

2006-10-22T02:12:00.000+09:00

I went to an eye clinic.
My right eye is not in good condition but it's not as bad as I thought.
The oculaupain gradually getting better.
An ointment might give relief.
I get used to let into it my right eye but it's still hurt.

After I come back from eye clinic, I went to a mall with my friend.
The mall has a cinecon and we saw "Wordl Trade Center".
There was always too many people but there weren't so many people
because of other new cinecon.
I wanted to shop there so I went to the mall, but new cinecon is closer to my house.
Next time I'll go new cinecon.
Anyway the movie was heavy.
I remember the day 9・11.
I aspire to create a world of peace and never happen like that tragedy.

Long week finished

2006-10-20T23:43:00.000+09:00

It's Friday!
This week sure was a long week.
Last weekend I studied and took exam
so I have to study hard before I forget the shock of badly exam.
I want to make progress in speaking, reading and listening English
even a little before I go abroad.
Before that I have to go ophthlmology.

lalala 3

2006-10-19T20:54:00.000+09:00

My right eye still hurts.
I look up the case of inflammation of the cornea,
it says that it's dangerous to return.
Sometimes it loose sensibility to touch of ball of the eye.
Therefore I quickly finish posting today.
But it's too late to decline to use computer.
I work with computer all day long.

Today's 'lalala' is my dog.
It's a miniature dachshund named Milky.
I have it for about 6 years.
It's warm and friendly.
My dream is the garden wedding attended to Milky.
If it's impossible, I have take a photo with wedding dress with Milky
by my friend who works at portrait studio.
But it has two problem to take the photo.
Firstly my friend and Milky are on bad terms.
Secondly whether to be able to find a husband before Milky get old.

Study English

2006-10-18T21:33:00.000+09:00

I study English by myself.
I want to attend English class or study abroad at heart.
Last year I went to Canada and homestayed.
It was good experience but it didn't develop my English.
Except for the time studying English with my host mother,
I went out by myself and talked to a few people.
After I came back to Japan, I could get good grades marks in TOEIC.
But that's all.
I like that city. But that's all.
My stay in Canada didn't change my life.
Just it notice me that I can't do nothing by myself.
But I still want to study abroad.
I won't live abroad on permanent basis. I don't want to work abroad.
Just I want to escape from my life.
If I can study English, I don't know what I want to do with using English skill.
Now I plan to go abroad next February.
Is it necessary for me?
I can't decide the travel viewed in this light.

lalala 2

2006-10-17T21:37:00.000+09:00

It was uneventful day...

Our company isn't a good one.
But if I must state the best thing about my company, it is youth.
Of course it's our company's weakness.
Anyway we're close in age and on good term.
Sometimes we enjoy futsal, sometimes go on a sightseeing trip.
We are planning to go Hakata-jima to eat Chinese noodle.
Before that, next week we will practice futsal.
If we are in bad relationship, I would have quit this job.
Some coworkers have already left our company
but it was my 'lalala' to meet coworkers.

Because there is nothing special to write,
I introduced my 'lalala'.

Eye hurts

2006-10-16T21:45:00.000+09:00

Few weeks ago, I went to eye clinic and I was diagnosed as herpes keratitis.
The pain subsided for a week but it have setback.
I work with staring at the computer screen all day long.
It was very hard for me.
Therefore I cut my work early and go back home.
This isn't time to write blog.
I supposed to sleep.
But I decided to write everyday, if I don't write today,
I won't write tomorrow and the day after tomorrow too.

It's not so great, but I start to translate introduction flier.
It will be used to introduce our company's products to small group in Portugal.
Of course an expert will check my English.
But I hope I will be able to help the process of going international.
Which is early my resignation or my company's advance to overseas?

First lalala

2006-10-15T21:24:00.000+09:00

Nice to meet you！
I'm lala.
I think my life is not very bad, but it's not good.
I work as a telephone operator. I don't like my job.
I have some friends. I don't have a boyfriend.
I want to study abroad but I'm not good at English.

For me, 'lalala' is something good. (refer to : Mr. Children/lalala)
I always look for lalala=something good, happy, beautiful and so on.
I hope that I can find a lot of 'lalala' by marking this blog
and this blog will be my lalala.